Blessings...

Today is one of those Fall days that you want to wrap around your body and save for a cold winter's night when you feel as if you will never be warm again. The sky is blue, the breeze is just enough to cool my warm cheeks while I try to find a comfortable position on a deck chair. My eyes begin to close, my heartbeat relaxes, my mind begins to take a journey down some long forgotten paths. My college granddaughter just left...a brief hello, I love you visit, but a visit that tugged at my heart. What a blessing. And speaking of blessings.... There is no sound out here, even though my deck faces a wildlife preserve. No bird singing, no rustling of drying weeds, not even a plane going overhead...just pure silence. A time to listen to the whispers of God. A time to remember and embrace the blessings that He has so generously given, even when I was blindly unaware of them. That happens so often in life,..I moan and complain when things don't go my way, when I feel He is withholding something I think is so very, very important, yet my prayers seemingly go unanswered. How foolish of me! I drift back to some clouded memories, times when I questioned but somehow He took those problems and molded them into blessings that changed my life for good and not for the bad that could have come out of a selfish desire. My faith was so shallow then, yet He took my hand, walked with me even through some strong willed actions, loved and protected me while letting me choose some paths that He knew were not of His choosing. The beauty of free will, the blessing of God's protection as we grow in Him. Count your blessings, name them one by one, count your blessings see what God has done! How many times have I sung that old hymn and never really absorbed the words! Yes, life's 'billows' have tossed me some heavy burdens. Some days the shadows were so deep, the sorrow so heavy, yet He lifted me up, He made me to stand and amid those conflicts He brought about blessings. Blessings of love, family, friendship, hope, strength, and victory over discouragement. Yes, sometimes our fleshly desires must be denied by the One who loves us so much, that even though His blessings may be veiled to my eyes I know nonetheless, He blesses at just the right moment. I'm glad I took the time to rest in His arms on this warm, beautiful fall day. If I just take the time to be still and listen, He will whisper blessings, and He has.